Sunday, January 17, 2016

Stress

Why do people insist on stressing out an already stressed out and over worked pregnant woman?? Don't they know better???? Especially a woman that has had babies. Shouldn't she know better? Especially someone in your own family that should care about your health and well-being and that of the little baby growing inside me.

And how dare members of my own family say nasty, evil things regarding my pregnancy, me and my baby. How dare you? Anyone that has anything nasty to say doesn't need to be apart of my babies life. I have a big family, 99% of which is amazing and supportive and loving. I don't need to deal with the 1% causing drama and making me feel like shit. I don't need it. I won't have it. I'm not going to let the first thing my baby sees be her mommy being pushed around and treated like crap by family. I will not happen. I have an amazing, loving man who has my back and supports me in everything I do. We are raising our baby as a family. We may not be married but we are more of a family than the blood family I have who are treating me miserably.

I'm done. I'm over it. I will not allow them to stress me out as I enter my third trimester. Right now my first responsibility is to keeping myself healthy and sound so that my baby can finish growing and be born healthy and strong. Everything else is secondary. And some shit doesn't even matter.

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